I'm drowning deep in my sea of hope
Seeking to drown the love that broke
My heart in pieces, I can not find
The road to hell, my life redesigned
What madness crazed my desperate mind
To want so hard and to be so blind
The glaring truth blared right into my ear
Not masked not hidden, but loud and clear

I think I found my peace, my peace at last
I think I found my hope, a hope not past
I think I found my life, I can live again
But why, oh why, oh why...
I think I found the secret to make this go away
I think I found the path to this bright light
I think I found my life, I can live again
But why, oh why, oh why am I still drowning

And now I sit at home in bed
In tears, in pain, in search of peace
If only this, I could annul, we all forget, erased , destroyed
Destroyed... first smile I've had, first ray of light
Destroyed... thats me right now, but you to come